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There's currently so many things going through my mind right now... I don't think that this week of school is awesome. Went home yesterday and mum told me that grandma's in the hospital. She has to go for operation or something cos of blood clot. I came home again today and she said that, she needs to breathe using the oxygen mask and the doctor said they have to operate her head to get rid of the blood clot. I'm really really afraid right now... Training didn't make me feel better. I'm sorry girls :( Had ten minutes, centre passes and games. Didn't do a good job. My mind's focused but somehow, it's distracted. Broke down in the middle of training. Crybaby but I have no other way to express my feelings. I'm so so sorry. Went home alone as Fard and Syaf had parents meeting. I did a self-reflection. I really did. I know that I have to stay strong and focus. West-Zone's coming up... Excited for it but I feel that I'm not well prepared :( But no matter what, I will do my best and not let coach down :D

School was as usual today. The day started off with 4 different accidents at the Expressway and ended with training. Okay, I guess I'll stop here cos I'm maybe boring you guys with this stupid post of mine. But I'm sure gonna come back with a better post tomorrow :D Promise :)

xoxo