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hey people. there's gonna be two parts to my post for the day alright ? so don't bother reading the second one if you don't wanna. okay, here we go with the first one.
school was okay today. was hyper for the first few hours of the day before getting back my maths results. disappointed with myself and i dont wanna disappoint ayah and mummy also :( okay, after that was recess. sat at the tables there and studied for history. but turned out crapping with peeps. LOL. after that malay. izza emo-ed until sahara asked her somethings. then art was okay. only left with some colours and the description. Yipee! hahas. after that, had history retest. okay lah. MONARCHY! Oh Crap! hahas. okay, then went to the canteen and meet girlfeys :D and then me, izza, nad, nadia, fatin and maryam went to the library. was full house and didn't wanna borrow books, so me and izza went out without the knowledge of the rest lah. went to the toilet. then on the way there, saw the rest of them (shafina, nurul, maisarah, nurin, wenyu) at the 3rd floor. then izza was like, "eh, dorang ade kat atas! cepat! cepat!" i was like, huh? and then she pulled me in the toilet. What the Crap lah. hahas. then after that, we 50-50 wanted to go out. and then walked back to library. was like hiding all the way lah. okay, this part is childish. played block catching. NurulAtiqah was declared champion. if not fasting month is better :D hahas. and then went to canteen to pin up hair. and then went for the Creative Writing Workshop with izza, nadia and nadhirah, together with the 2NA malay students. was fun but didnt really listen to the first few sessions. my mind was everywhere, especially block catching. hahas! okay, then after that, dismissed at 5. supposed to be 4.30. :P and then coach told me no need to change, just continue tomorrow. LOL. and then watched them play. this is when i start to rethink of stupid things, yes, something sad. and then went home. was almost quiet all the way until wenyu talked to me. hehe. okays, and then got on the bus home. and then tada! hahas. got alot of homework to do this weekend. tomorrow buying teacher's day present. okay, let's continue with second part of post.
i know that something happened between me and [insertnameshere], even though no one told me bout it. somehow i just sensed that something is wrong somewhere. is it because of me? is it because of them? is it the things i said? or what? i dont mind people talking about me but i hate it when they give me this kind of looks. don't like me, just say so. if i had said something hurtful, forgive me. maybe i should think before i speak. but i thought that i had knew enough. maybe im just too noisy. but that's one side of me. i think it's time for me to reveal the real me. okay, you know what... i shall keep quiet from today onwards and only talk when there's something necessary. and i just keep my comments to myself.
okay, that's all for today folks. take care.
PS: i apologise for the lame post today. im just expressing myself.

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